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| So I had a good time today. I am fucking drunk out of my skull, so drunk that I am stumbling around every where and I have a delayed reaction to everything. I went to some of the places I had planned. I went to Pleasures and Hippocrates, but not the strip club like I planned, because my ride (who is not Adam) has something about going to Strip Clubs, but whatever. I am so drunk it's weird. I am trying to hide it from my mother, which is working extremely well, but I wonder if I will remember what happened tomorrow. I did get one part of my birthday wish. I got to do Adam, and he was amazing. Fucking Class A. Yeah Baby Yeah!!!!!!!! Fucking Orgasmic! Woot! Loves Ya Peeps! Tia | | |
| So finally the plans for my upcoming birthday (which is 13 days away!) are set. I'm so excited, turning 18 is going to be so fun!! So here is how it starts off. Morning: Tia's Favorite Breakfast, Gift Cards Opening my first ever birthday gift! (Star Trek: Voyager Season 6!) Afternoon: The family and I head to Chuck E. Cheese for a little pizza and games! I'm going to get a prize Night: This is when the fun truly starts.... Strippers! Pleasures! Hippocrates! (sp?) Spencers! My honey is taking me to all these places because you need to be the old age of 18 to enter or to buy something dirty, which is what I'm planning to do. I can't wait to go into those stores, it's gonna be killer cool. Now after those places there is one more thing left to do to ring in my new age.... I am gonna do Adam *Leer* DIRTY! HEH! Woot! I love naked Adam....LOL! Let me stop... ~*~Tia "The Master Of The Word Dirty" Smith | | |
| I have an addiction. No, it's not your normal addictions of drugs or alcohol. Let me state first that contrary to all beliefs I am no druggie. Hmm, but I have to admit that I am partial to a nice shot of Jack or a freakin' double of Hypnotic, maybe a little hit of Vodka if I'm feeling daring. But drinking doesn't make me obsess over it constantly, in fact it's just a passing thing that I can live without, I don't really care if I drink or not. But him, that one that I've wanted for what feels like forever, is my addiction. I can only say that the more I have of him, the more I want. I can honestly say that it isn't just a sex thing because frankly I don't believe that life and relationships should be based solely off of that. I know for a fact that you can hate the ground some idiot walks on and still have sex with them, but that's another topic. The Self-loathing that resulted from it has only happened once in my life and it will NEVER happen again. I have moved from it, and learned from it. I am happy now, a hell of a lot more happier than I was at this time last year. Things have settled and of course many things have changed, but I feel like I've reached a point in my life where things can only get better. And everytime I fiend for him and I am sated, I need more, I need to be with him even more. The marriage talks are wonderful, but that isn't what I long for. I crave having him near. When we are together I don't know if all the problems of the week or the year have disappeared or what. I just know that whenever he's around I feel high, you know a high without the assistance of narcotic. When he's at my house and we have our little moments of domesticity with the staying over it feels right, like it's something that I could do until Brad Pitt is ready for me, which is never, which equates to the rest of my life. I hate the fact that in the end my mother has to return and I have to go the entire week without him. Maybe that's where my addiction formed, the extreme like of the staying over. A girl can get used to the cuddling, the laughing and the love and yes I admit that I can't get enough of the пол! ¡3 veces el viernes! MY GOD! Methinks this is one addiction I'm going to keep for a while. Te quiero! Tia | | |
| Yo here's some pics I took before I hit the dance, check out the hair! It took almost four hours to complete. 1. Tia Before the Dance. 
2. Wave At The Camera! 
3. Oh look at that sexy man...but what's up with my eyes? Oh yeah I can't freakin' see my glasses are missing! 
Okay so those are the ones I have so far, but tell me the truth does Adam look like Heath Ledger? Tia | | |
| Okay I'm sober, but tired as hell. I had a full night, I met my fella's sister at her halloween party then he and I headed to this place called Humphrey's which I had never been in my life, but their food was amazing. Then we went to the Propst (sp?) then to the dance finally. We got there around 9:30 or so. We danced a couple of times, but most of the time was spent spreading nice PDA moments which is always fun when you're the one participating and not watching it occur. We totally made out on the dance floor and I'm afraid that Chunn will inform Adam's wonderful mother that her son and his Lee High going girlfriend were engaged in a very intense match of tonsil hockey on the dance floor. So towards the end a girl that seemed to be accompanying Roger Bowling said the making out (which we did a lot of) and some other more serious PDA moments made us look like freaks! I swear we are so far from it that it's crazy. We sit together and knit blankets for charities we don't do freaky things. LOL. I am so going to hell for lying right now. So Michelle McComb came to me and complemented the fine white boy that I brought to the dance and I gave her the "oh yeah" sign because like I said in Part 1 my man looks sexy hot when he's cleaned up. *growl* So towards the end of the dance we left and the fun began. The story stops here.... And picks up here...so we discussed our relationship, rotc, and religion. Two of which are my least favorite words beginning with r. While we were talking he said something really sweet. He told me that where ever I went on my journey to become a doctor he would try to get a job transfer so he could come with me. I wanted to hug him so much but with the limited space that was a bit impossible, but I swear that I love that man. So I'm off to sleep, I have peer helping things to do tomorrow. ~*~Tia | | |
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